hyper for now

I'M HAPPY!!!

After spending a few hours with Esu today, I'm happy.
today was amazing, cinema, sunshine, Esu, laughter, sexy actors (SHIIIAAAAA), meeting people from school, pretty sunset, cool breeze outside
I'm hyper, and happy
and I'm not letting the things which upset me upset at the moment. I don't care, I'm gonna be happy tonight!

EEEH

There is no point to this post but to express my hyperness and happiness which I am feeling at the moment.

that is all

oh and thoughts of the day :
I love Esu
Men are fucking sexay

and quote of the day
Shia : [when asked about what type of girls he likes] I like the dark, mysterious, maybe even gothic type girls.

*squeals in hyperness*

Life

Life is long
Life is short

Life is complicated
Life is simple

Life is slow
Life is quick

Life is yesterday

Life is today
Life is tomorrow

Life is others
Life is ourselves
Life is nobody

Life is things
Life is people

Life is what we make of it
Life is predetermined

Life is strange

Life is nothing
Life is everything

Life is beautiful

Life is special

Life is indescribable

Pissed off-ness

Well, I'm back in Brussels for a few days.

I was expecting it to be great.
For weeks I've been sick of Preston and wanting to go home, to have my own bed, a big house, a garden, my dog - to have more room.
And I've been counting down the days.
And I was so glad to go home.

Now I'm home.
It was great when I got here
- my dog, lots of room, nice food, fresh air

Then I went to the school's 50th, and that sucked.

Back at home, with my mum - I should have known it would suck.
We still don't get along and she is still the same old angry narrow-minded short-tempered woman as always.
I can't bloody stand her

This holiday SUCKS

and I now cannot wait to go back to Preston
to be with my friends, to go out clubbing, but I know that as soon I get back, I'll wish I were home.

this really really REALLY fucking sucks

.

Today I had my last exam

Today I officially finished my first year of uni.

It's gone by so fast

It's scary

Exams and worrying about them and the things I do to avoid them

So today I had my 2nd exam.

My first exam was biology last week, and that went ok I guess.
It was 40multiple choice questions and then 5long answer questions.
Think the multiple choice went ok. BUT the long answer questions, I know I seriously fucked one of them up, and then another I'm not too sure about.. and GAH

Today I had anthropology - 50multiple choice questions - finished in 15minutes.
I think I made at least about 8-10mistakes, but ah well, it's 0.25 of a mark off for every mistake, so I should still be fine... right...? and what if I made more mistakes than that.?

Now I have one left, the worst, the hardest, oh yes, the dreaded CHEMISTRY!
I have not yet started studying (not a good thing I hear you say), nope, not a good thing at all, but I will, well, I PLAN to study and work my arse off for it, and hopefully it will go ok, well... as long as I don't fail it.


I've relaxed today, bought a book in HMV
"The Melancholy Death of Oyster Boy & other stories" by Tim Burton

READ IT!

The stories are short (as in some are about 10lines long!), and it's all online riiiiight here http://homepage.eircom.net/~sebulbac/burton/home.html


Also, I bought more Disney stickers and have finally finished decorating my laptop

The front (excuse the fuzzy piccy, but you get the idea, it doesn't have to be perfect for you to figure out it's covered in beautiful disney stickers)

yes that IS a clip from Pocahontas!
and Yes that IS the lovely mouse-pad that Esu gave me hanging up on the wall. Tis too pretty to use as a mouse-pad.


aaaand the back