Wednesday 20 May 2009

Did You Say It ?

Grey's Anatomy, the finale - it made me cry!!!

I thought the voiceover at the end was great, really made me think; "no I didn't say it..."

I LOVE YOU
YOU CHANGED MY LIFE!



Tuesday 19 May 2009

Update at last!

SO, I haven't posted in a while, but tbh, I just couldn't be bothered lol.

what to say what to say...
erm.. I have my last exam in 2hours, I should probably study some more, but I really can't be bothered.

Tomorrow I'm meeting up with my dissertation supervisor to decide what my dissertation title should be... joy...

I go home on Sunday, and I cannot wait!! I want to go hoooome!

On Saturday I went to Blackpool Pleasure Beach with my flatmate and his boyfriend, and it was so much fuuuun!! I did knock my elbow during one of the rides and it started bleeding :(
we then went to the seaside for just a few minutes because I wanted to, it was so preeeetty!!

Then we went to the Blackpool Gay Pride, and it was loads of fun, met random people, bought pretty things, had a few too many drinks, but it was fun :)
because of my elbow bleeding, I went to the first aid stand (st john's ambulance) and they were really nice, disinfected it, put a nice bandage on.
My elbow is really sore, I've managed to bang the EXACT same spot about 5times since Saturday, how I did that I don't know?! and so now it's soooo sore!
but it should be ok by the end of the week lol

TV :
Why are so many characters dying!!!!
CSI NY, one of the characters dies
Prison Break, one of the main characters dies
Grey's Anatomy!!!!!!!!! that finale made me cry!


I will probably/hopefully post more during the summer as I'll be at home.

Anyway
must get ready for exam and whatnot
will post up a couple of pictures from Blackpool

mood : unsure
music : Greg Laswell - Off I Go (end music from Grey's Anatomy finale)

Saturday 21 March 2009

Today...

.. I feel pretty

:-)

Friday 20 March 2009

crappy time

So, I'm stressing and panicking about uni.

On tuesday afternoon I have a genetics exam type thing. Which'll be 1-2-1 and it'll involve oral questions, maths questions, and practical techniques - it's going to suck.
Then a couple of weeks later, I have a statistic exam, which is also going to suck, and then the day after that, I have a law exam, where we have to act out a trial. So we are in a group of 8, I am the judge, and others are barristers and expert witnesses, and we have a case to try out. So we will be marked on oral questions, on interpretation and organisation, and how we say things, 'cause this is a law exam, not a sciency one.
AND on the same day, I have to hand it my choices for topics for my dissertation. I already have to decide what I want to do for my dissertation?! and that'll impact on what I do after my degree, and I might want to do a masters, so I have to think about that too, and ARGH!!!!

Plus, still confused and stuff in this sort-of-but-not-really-a-relationship relationship.

and to top it all off, I've been feeling really low :(

all in all
crappy time

Saturday 14 March 2009

Weird/good day?

So, today, I thought was going to be a really crap day.

I'm so skint, I've got like £5 until Wednesday, and I've just got enough food, and will need to spend my last £5 on water, cause the tap water shouldn't be drank.

my lectures were ok, then i went shopping for £3worth of food (all i could afford), and then back home to cook some lunch, had a chat with someone living on my floor, she's nice.
then I watched some dvds.
But by then, I was just really, really upset.
So I texted a few people, hoping that I'd get some replies, get distracted from what I was feeling, and feel a bit better.
But only a couple of people replied, one of which was Michael.
he called me about 7times, to see how I was doing.
And then we spoke on msn.

We spoke about why I was upset, and then about what was new for him and what was new for me and then just spoke about really random stuff, like we used to do.
and we just stopped talking now.
We spoke for over 6hours.
talking on msn for over 5hours, spoke on the phone for about 1hour.
and it was great, I had missed him so much, hadn't spoken to him in about 2months.

And hopefully I'll go visit him in Vienna over the summer.

It was so good to speak to him, he really cheered me up :)